[In that instant, though, that one instant, there is no anger. Another force swoops in, one that's temporarily strong enough to replace the very thing that's been keeping her going. Confusion. Absolute dumbfounded confusion.
Had she even heard him correctly? Was he actually suggesting that she go...?--]
What?
[Because the idea is completely ludicrous. It's not that she wants to spend the rest of her foreseeable life confined here in 13. Who would? Every turn, every corner is nothing but suffocating, only reminding her of the mines and every other horrible way anyone could ever be trapped. She'd rather be out there, doing something that actually matters, rather than in here, reading off a bunch of lines and looking nothing like herself.
But they'd never allow it. Not after they'd spent so much time and so many resources rescuing and caring for (drugging) and remaking their precious little Mockingjay. Sending that straight into danger? It wouldn't be worth the risk.]
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Had she even heard him correctly? Was he actually suggesting that she go...?--]
What?
[Because the idea is completely ludicrous. It's not that she wants to spend the rest of her foreseeable life confined here in 13. Who would? Every turn, every corner is nothing but suffocating, only reminding her of the mines and every other horrible way anyone could ever be trapped. She'd rather be out there, doing something that actually matters, rather than in here, reading off a bunch of lines and looking nothing like herself.
But they'd never allow it. Not after they'd spent so much time and so many resources rescuing and caring for (drugging) and remaking their precious little Mockingjay. Sending that straight into danger? It wouldn't be worth the risk.]